Senior Year: It's my last semester!
I graduate at the end of this semester!!!! That's crazy! I'm really excited for it, but at the same time a little nervous. I know I will breathe a sigh of relief once April roles around and I find out if I have an internship to go to after graduation, but for the most part I'm totally excited to be finished with undergrad! 4 years totally flew!
Thus far the semester is off to a good start. No terrible class work so far, and the classes seem like they'll stay pretty manageable. Work is really good too...it was a pretty hectic week cause not everyone was showing up, but it's so nice to have my caf family back! They're fantastic support and I love being back with everyone.
In other news, my boy is still around for another month or so, which I'm really happy about. Christine and I hung out today, and we were talking about what was going on in our lives and she's convinced that I like him more than I'm letting on. She's probably right, but I think I've finally figured out a way to put my relationship with him in perspective. The way I see it I've already been in love with someone, but wasn't necessarily in love with myself--but with him it's almost the opposite. I love the person I am when I'm with him, he makes me feel confident and independent and maybe a little dangerous, which are all things I haven't felt for years. But, I don't love him--he's not the person I see myself with for the rest of my life, nor is he someone I see being willing to change my life for (and he's the person I know would never change for me). At this moment in time, it is completely perfect the way it is and I think that's why I don't see it being a problem. I mean, I'm the first to admit that I gush a little bit when I talk about time I spend with him, but it's just because I can't believe it's really happening to me sometimes. I hung out with him Friday and it was the first time I've seen him since we went on break. We had a great time (for as much of it as we can remember)...and let me just say our goodbye was the most perfect goodbye I've ever had before. I couldn't be happier and I am holding on to this feeling for as long as I can.
Anyway, no classes for MLK day...so I will be doing my grocery shopping and laundry which I have been putting off for the past 2 days. I also have some homework I should probably work on. So...that's what I'll be up to. Only 14 more weeks left!!!
Thus far the semester is off to a good start. No terrible class work so far, and the classes seem like they'll stay pretty manageable. Work is really good too...it was a pretty hectic week cause not everyone was showing up, but it's so nice to have my caf family back! They're fantastic support and I love being back with everyone.
In other news, my boy is still around for another month or so, which I'm really happy about. Christine and I hung out today, and we were talking about what was going on in our lives and she's convinced that I like him more than I'm letting on. She's probably right, but I think I've finally figured out a way to put my relationship with him in perspective. The way I see it I've already been in love with someone, but wasn't necessarily in love with myself--but with him it's almost the opposite. I love the person I am when I'm with him, he makes me feel confident and independent and maybe a little dangerous, which are all things I haven't felt for years. But, I don't love him--he's not the person I see myself with for the rest of my life, nor is he someone I see being willing to change my life for (and he's the person I know would never change for me). At this moment in time, it is completely perfect the way it is and I think that's why I don't see it being a problem. I mean, I'm the first to admit that I gush a little bit when I talk about time I spend with him, but it's just because I can't believe it's really happening to me sometimes. I hung out with him Friday and it was the first time I've seen him since we went on break. We had a great time (for as much of it as we can remember)...and let me just say our goodbye was the most perfect goodbye I've ever had before. I couldn't be happier and I am holding on to this feeling for as long as I can.
Anyway, no classes for MLK day...so I will be doing my grocery shopping and laundry which I have been putting off for the past 2 days. I also have some homework I should probably work on. So...that's what I'll be up to. Only 14 more weeks left!!!
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